t2 blog 38

grandparents' house again.
cuz parents don't trust me alone. ><
played pokemon. haha.
calculated some rates for sci fair.
etc.

went to bbt cafe.
my grandpa and brother don't finish what they order.
and they end up making ME eat the leftovers.
in other words, i ate 2 times my usual.
felt like puking for a while after.
my tummy was like... double its size. @_@
lost it all now, though.
6 hrs later... ToT

new year's eve today.
wow, 2009 has already gone by so fast.
so much stuff happened.
i barely remember january anymore… ><

highlights of 2009 (trying to put it in a timeline. XD):
- lost a close friend, made a new one.
- jumping from different social groups.
- learned two friends were together for 6 months.
it's funny how i knew both of them,
but i never knew they were together... LOL.
like ACTUALLY together. *blind*
hand in HAND together. ;_;
- FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO DO A FORWARD ROLL! (after 8 yrs) 8]
- my dreams of a snow day faded away... D8
- single for valentines'... :\
- got 5 hearts on that valentines day thing~ (including jessica's. :D)
- 60-something % on science fair... );
- beat wayne in high jump. HEIGHT'S NOT EVERYTHING!
- competition camp~2nd place. new friends too.
- sun run! i'm so out of shape.
- doing good in ss and sci third term. HAHA.
- god presentations&oratoricals (FLUFFY!). @_@
- vania and i got "married". ;)
- poetry books.
- last project i think i'll ever do with a certain person. *sigh*
- kevin soo. HAHA.
- cramming for gay exams. D8
- thinking i got one b on third term, when i was actually looking at final, and i got straight a's on third term! :D
- new summer school friends: tiffany, kevin, cathleen, and denise.
- going to the states to visit aunty ida, uncle kevin, zach, and tristan. lbs are cute. XP
- going out every day in august. haha. or more specifically, eating out every day. :]
- SUMMER shopping. <3 jeans, shorts, hoodies, love.
- spending time with happy people.
making me feel like one of them.
but having to go back...
- CONTACTS!
- migraines starting and stopping. (>w<)
- jennifer's body. s2
- mike hunt. LOL. say it rlly fast.
- "obesity, fitness, and health" with "fermilab".
- HALLOWEEN WITH SOFIA AND SELENA!
- speeches! haha. 19/20. ^_^
- ayc meetings. =P
- just making it to an a in ss essay.
- olympic rehearsals, and learning i'm NOT too fat.
- selena and kristina's bday party!
- getting wasted.
that sounds so stupid. ;P
did i rlly just say that?
*looks up* why, yes i did.
and now i'm talking to myself.
- ayc xmas party. free food. :P
- xmas sales. (^o^)
- sleepless nights with too much caffeine
- depression

those were the days...
i had my ups, definitely had my downs.
through it all? who really stood by me and saw it all?
you know who you are.
cheers for 2009.
and to 2010, i raise my cup to you.
hope that you’ll give me what i’ve always been wanting.
i swear, in 2008, when i looked into 2009, i didn’t see any of this coming.
so i'm hoping the future is really unpredictable,
and that something (or someone) will really, take me by surprise.
my new years' resolution is to smile, nod, and understand – the power of silence.